BURST

It's all tumbling at an alarming rate.  I'm feeling and receiving so much, I don't think my fingers or brain can keep track!  Gone are the quiet moments of self-reflection, they happen so quickly I can't hold them long enough to share.  As fast as I pick it up, It runs away through my clutching hands.   But no, sadness these days is a fickle beast... most of the time I'm the most excited I've been in a long while.  Om Namah Shivaya... every day I experience a new grace, a new moment of learning and lesson and I'm so ridiculously happy and momentum fed there just isn't room for anything else.

Today my crush said, "It's okay, I'll take care of you" with a kind and meaningful glance.  My heart actually stopped.  I felt the ache in my chest and the blush on my cheek.  I've been invited to go camping with my crush for New Years.  One tent, one night.... can my heart contain such happiness??